Ok GUYS I’m finished! No more pictures πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Šβ€οΈπŸ‘ πŸ˜‹πŸ˜˜ #SeniorBanquet2014 #CHS

Ok GUYS I’m finished! No more pictures πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Šβ€οΈπŸ‘ πŸ˜‹πŸ˜˜ #SeniorBanquet2014 #CHS

#SeniorBanquet

#SeniorBanquet

@chrisglenn_ #meandmybrother 😁😁

@chrisglenn_ #meandmybrother 😁😁

πŸ˜ŠπŸ’€ @chrisglenn_

πŸ˜ŠπŸ’€ @chrisglenn_

πŸ˜‚everytime I look at this pic, it looks like he’s holding my stomach as if I’m pregnant. πŸ˜³πŸ˜‚πŸ™…πŸ™… @chrisglenn_ 😊

πŸ˜‚everytime I look at this pic, it looks like he’s holding my stomach as if I’m pregnant. πŸ˜³πŸ˜‚πŸ™…πŸ™… @chrisglenn_ 😊

Me and @chrisglenn_ πŸ˜πŸ‘

Me and @chrisglenn_ πŸ˜πŸ‘

#SeniorBanquet 2014

#SeniorBanquet 2014

Senior Banquet - October 17, 2014. πŸ˜πŸ˜Šβ€οΈπŸ‘ 

Senior Banquet - October 17, 2014. πŸ˜πŸ˜Šβ€οΈπŸ‘ 

Bro Bro 😁😁

Bro Bro 😁😁

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EVERYtime. Something I know. πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜‰πŸ˜˜πŸ’™πŸ‘πŸ™ #POSITIVITYwinsEVERYTIME.

EVERYtime. Something I know. πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜‰πŸ˜˜πŸ’™πŸ‘πŸ™ #POSITIVITYwinsEVERYTIME.

It shouldn’t be this way..

I’m so alone.. I have chills.. Goose bumps. I just feel so hurt. So sad. So afraid that I won’t make it but I have to. I have to make it for myself. Not for anyone else, but for myself. I need to be HAPPY. Me. If I don’t make it I will die. That’s how it feels.. I have to get out of here. Get away from here and find my happiness, my hope, my dreams. Myself. Things don’t have to be so hard. That’s one thing I know. No one should ever feel unloved. No one. I can’t remove myself from your life. I can’t erase your choices. I can’t change you and replace you with someone new. I have no control over you, the situation and your position in my life. I do not. Not at this moment and time. But I will. You will not make me. You will not dictate my life and my choices. You will not dictate my success. You will not dictate my happiness. Your personal relationships with your men may be what you hold most important and most valuable, but that is not me. That is not for me. Your love should feel unconditional. But I don’t feel anything from you. Nothing except sorrow. That’s what I feel for you and from you. Many people would give anything to have what you have. A family. Loved ones, descendants, who look not only to make themselves happy, but you as well. I pray that I make it. I pray that I make myself happy, no longer worrying about your happiness. You have not even considered mine. I am tired. I am sad. I am hurt. There is no connection between us. There is no care. No love. How much I cry, and give my energy to your actions and the way you make me feel. I may as well be you. So much of your choices affect me. And they shouldn’t. Because my life, and my happiness does not affect you.. It does not concern you. #NoMoreWords. Maybe tears.. #NotButterflyingBlossomingOrBlooming.. Just Crying β˜”οΈ

2:24 A.M. Wednesday, August 20.